boys don't cry

i have a cafe press store now. i dont have much there (simply because i need to get my stuff scanned **bigger**) but check it out. you might like it.

http://www.cafepress.com/halothirteen

p.s. would anyone be interestid in buying a book of poetry if i had one made up?

tell me in my comments

this is funny as hell.

stop ashlee, stop her now!

http://www.stopashlee.com/

visionary complex
eye can't see the whole
nothing left to barter for
i think i've lost control

sitting in the shadows
watching angels fall
like the stars i'm wishing on
i'm not allright at all

hiding in the attic
where i can not be found
some one this way comes for me
but i dont make a sound

bed of nails my comfort
silence is my friend
demons dance arround my bed
i fear this is the end

crimson tears stain pillows
i suffocate my dreams
i can not close my eyes at night
cant take the violent screams

mind is twisted metal
teeth like jagged stone
eyes like fire glowing
skin a grey-green tone

visionary complex
eye can't see the whole
nothing left to barter for
i think i've lost control

where silent tears and plagues abound
you will find me near
hidding in the hollow trees
promoting hate and fear
eyes ablaze with wickedness
hatred in my heart
I'm evil in it's purest form
I'm trouble from the start

unforgiven

with safety pins and razorblades
you self inflict the pain
like a ritualistic sacrifie
you call me out by name
i rise up from my shallow grave
to feed and to destroy
my breath, a cloud of acid rain
and death is in my voice

unforgiven

there is nothing left
for i have drained you dry
the shadows call your name
and i have steaked my claim

where silent tears and plagues abound
you will find me near
hidding in the hollow trees
promoting hate and fear
i rise up from my shallow grave
to feed and to destroy
my breath, a cloud of acid rain
and death is in my voice

unforgiven

there is nothing left (unforgiven)
for i have drained you dry (unforgiven)
the shadows call your name (unforgiven)
and i have steaked my claim (unforgiven)

sometimes i wish that this was all just a dream
so i could wake up at any time
and everything in my life would change
and i wouldn't be so sad anymore

we've lost emotion
weve all stoped hoping
there's nothing for us to love anymore
our dreams are broken
our hearts are frozen
our lifeless bodies will cover the floor

sometimes it seems that when i'm here all alone
the shadows speak in riddle and rhyme
and they tell me things i can't recall
and i'm sure i wouldn't be so sad anymore

will someone tell me what were waiting here for?
i cant take the pain that eats away
my mind is so empty and blank
and the world is slowly fading away

we've lost emotion
weve all stoped hoping
there's nothing for us to love anymore
our dreams are broken
our hearts are frozen
our lifeless bodies will cover the floor

the message is written on the walls
seasons fade and darkness falls
broadway lights and shadows cast
do not fade but they do not last

pretend with me that tonight is a dream
we can wish on these dying stars
and wait for our wishes to come true
but we know that they never will

we've lost emotion
weve all stoped hoping
there's nothing for us to love anymore
our dreams are broken
our hearts are frozen
our lifeless bodies will cover the floor

i just downloaded the demo version or iradio, and this is by far my most favorite of internet radio listening programs (although, i have only used winamp...but i'm using iradio from now on). not only can you add stations you can even record programs and songs track by track. this is one of the greatest programs i have come across in a long time....it makes me want to start my own little radio station ... but i dunno how to go about that...any one have any suggestions?? if so thanks for the suggestions :D

i was surfing the coast to coast web site and they had these images.

well, it's been a while, but i'm back....and i have cable. i'm in the middle of changing my blog a bit. my images arent working because i havent been able to upload them due to cox not cooperating right now. *shrugs*